the fairy.

As thin and as pretty as the heaven’s will allow,
She’s dancing by herself, she’s dancing between the clouds.
Lightly she steps – watch her breathe again,
I can see the bones beneath her skin,
They’re calling me, teasing me, killing me from within,
There’s a pretty little shimmer – for such a fragile creature,
Harbinger of sorrow, she’s knocking at my door,
It’s a familiar sound now – she’s knocked here before,
I want her to go, I don’t want her to be,
but still she persists, still she hounds me.

- Violette DuBois

I watched Pan’s Labyrinth today. It gets better every time I see it. It’s such a beautiful dark film, I recommend it if you haven’t seen it. Today’s inspiration was inspired by the film.

I have a lot of pictures that could fall under this post but I tried to post some of the images that I don’t think you would had seen before. It wouldn’t be any fun if you had seen it all before.

I feel like dressing up and living in the forest. I need more feathers and sequins first, or maybe just some Nina Ricci.

1st.01.09

bardot skirt and flower necklace, and the key shirt.

tony bianco heels.

So this is what I wore grocery shopping the other day with Meg. Broke in my newest pair of new shoes. Who the hell doesn’t wear stilettos and platforms grocery shopping? Sadly now I’m low on money and have no iPod

Haven’t been doing all to much, taking it easy at home. PlayStation and horse riding. My dad also made me have a driving lesson. I’ve had my permit/licence for about 4 months and I’ve done nothing with it. I guess I’m just not a driving person. I’m gonna be one of them girls who lives in the city and just catches and train and cabs, sounds much more like me. Sadly in Australia the public transport system is shit so it probably won’t end up that way.

btw. I find it so funny that someone though that the people in the background of one photos of the shop were tourist. Oh god. No that’s just how people dress in Australia. Feel my pain.

So I decided I was going to write out a proper list of thing I’m going to focus on this year, maybe I’ll stick to them then.

• Work hard at school.
• Get licence so I can get a job.
• Make sure I keep up this horse riding thing. I need the exercise.
• Start looking after my skin again (I became very extreme health freak in year 8, lost over 10kg/22 pounds and had perfect skin. Sadly I’ve gotten very lazy since then)
• Spend less money on clothes, enough is enough.
• That ultra amazing $7k camera that I’m in love with would be nice….

I just realized how much I swear while typing, which is funny because I don’t swear much while talking. Maybe my subconscious is a potty mouth. I go back and delete all the swear words from my post, I don’t want to offend anyone

i’m back.

And what a hectic week or so it has been. I have good excuses for not updating, I promise! They involve a sleep over at my second family (Mega & co.), a trip to the intensive care unit, a baby born 3 months early, plus I got a new horse which my mother is insisting i spend time with. Luckily mother and baby are all okay, it was a really nasty scare, I wish them the best of luck and health! Love you and your family Meg. Also Little Big Planet is really addictive, I had to pull myself away from that too.

So anyway, woo 2009. That’s pretty impressive, well impressive I have made it this far. What’s everyone resolutions for the year? Mine is to work my ass off at school and spend less money. No more shoes (because I bought another pair). Unless they are amazing of course, then I will make exceptions.

So I have about 100 outfits to post, well more like 4 or 5 or something. I’ll take photos of them tomorrow, that is if I can remember them. Anyway since Mega’s mum is currently in the hospital we have taken it upon ourselves to play mum. So what did we do? Went grocery shopping in high heels of course.

I will post more later and I promise I will get back to comments and emails some time tonight or tomorrow!

brb

26th.12.08

wittner shoes, bardot belt, dress from japan worn as top and bardot skirt.

So I hope everyone had a good Christmas! And that your all still enjoying yourselves. I am. Today I braved the boxing day sales and I must say it wasn’t worth it at all. The sales were shit and the heat was so bad and just waaaay to many people. I don’t think I will be going again for a very long time. God I hate Australia

One thing I did set out today to buy was black shoes so even though they weren’t much of a bargain I still found some. My mother wants to see if they will exchange them for the next size up, she claims to think they are to small. I’ll just do it to shut her up. Plus they have a mark on them that I didn’t notice in the shop Not that it bothers me enough to exchange them but yeah, anything to make mother happy.

And please, ignore the bad outfit photos, I seem to have lost the ability to focus my camera. Mainly because I’m an idiot and I think it’s get jealous about me spending more time with the playstation than it. I think I drunk to much coke today, please excuse my silliness.